I'm feeling a little poetic

I know I haven't posted in quite a while but you know how things get on top of you and you become super busy etc. Well anyway I'm posting now :)

Sorry this isn't one of my hilarious posts in which everyone who is reading laughs their heads off cause im so funny. I randomly wrote some poems and thought I would share they are not very good mind you and in the world of poetry they would probably be considered horrid haha. So have a read and let me know what you think if you want. :)

Once again

Don't want to burden

Don't want to be alone

Where are you?

I don't even know

What am I looking for

The path has become overgrown

Once again.

You

My smile errupts

The tingles begin

Butterflies start to form

I lose track of my thoughts

Trying to hold back the laughter

I fall too fast

I need to slow myself down

But you get to me

Your pictures evoke so much

I'm truely fascinated

I want to know more

Teach me

I want to see the world how you do

I fall too fast

I need to slow myself down

But you get to me

Kind hearted and funny

I wish I knew more

The smile remains

The laughter in full force

I fall too fast

But hope to be caught

Someday by you

Stop

I wish I could walk forever

I don't ever want to stop

See the world on my feet

Passing by the past

Stop.

I wish I could escape you

I don't want to be controlled

See it through my eyes

Passing through my veins

Stop.

I wish for a life

I don't want for much

See the little things that count

Passing by nothing

Go...

Procrastination always gets the better of me :|

So I have two rather important assignments due in a couple of weeks and I haven't started either of these. I have become the master of procrastination I will always find something to distract me today for instance I decided I felt like ice-cream so took a trip to the supermarket then ate the ice-cream when I got home. I decided I should get on to putting my 50+ CDs onto itunes so I actually have music on my ipod to listen to little did I know this would be extremely time consuming but then again that didn't bother me as long as I was doing anything but my assignment. Facebook and Twitter of course become extra interesting. My dogs become so much fun to play with and less annoying. Webcam is another source of entertainment setting the challenge of how many funny faces I can come up with other then my normal face.

As you can see I have come up with many fun activites to entertain myself for the day. Panic is sure to set in soon as the due date gets closer.

This is one of my wonderful Webcam photos.

I know what your thinking "Damn this girl is fine..." :-P
I also have clinical placement coming up in just over a week and I am soooooooo nervous! I hope it goes well and that I don't make too many mistakes. Fingers crossed :S

Many of my friends off at University have come back during their break so I have got to catch up with then which is great and I think I either cooked lunch or dinner for every one of them I think it is fair to say I am pretty darn amazing although i rather enjoy cooking for other people. :)

Owell that is about all to update on my rather exciting life. Now I am going to have to find something else to distract me from my assignments. Feel free to leave any ideas on ways to avoid study below :D

Catch all you cool cats later xx

Back to Reality

How did i spend my weekend you ask? Well i was casually living it up in a penthouse in Wellington. Okay maybe its not quite what your thinking. I was visiting friends and one of my very good friends is currently living it up in a penthouse and i decided to jump on the bandwagon. Technically he was begging me to come and stay because I'm such a cool person people always want me around. :)

So i was on the pullout couch on the 17th floor of the Rydges hotel. Fancy huh? My exercise routine while in Wellington was vigorous its no easy task spending your whole day walking all over Wellington. Especially when you are not used to steep hills and i thought i brought appropriate foot wear only to be waddling in pain due to blisters on my feet. I was disappointed that none of my friends offered me a piggyback ride i was giving obvious hints ha ha.

But all the pain was worth it as we happened across one of my close friends Stephen Fry (I joke I joke). I was excited but not to the extent of my friends they so kindly shoved the camera at me and said Anthea you can take the photo. :) But i was having none of that i think the outcome was rather good :)

Now i know you are all thinking who is that insanely good looking chick on the right of Stephen??? That's me silly. :)

Overall my trip was a success i loved catching up with most of my friends because i miss them like crazy. Only down side the plane ride back now I'm not the best flyer on a good day and the flight back was rough lucky it was only about 50mins i don't think i would have lasted much longer then that.

Thanks to my good friend Kieran for allowing me to stay in the penthouse with me although i did dishes and made the bed etc so really I'm the best type of person to have stay :)

I better go do some study considering i got none don't this weekend.

Catch you peps later <3

Its been a long time since I've been here

Far out how slack have i been! What have you all been doing with yourselves? I would have expected an obscene amount of comments asking me to update but i was sadly disappointed no wonder i haven't updated in a while nobody has reminded me gosh guys now who is the slack one aye.

I have been pretty darn busy though. Who knew studying towards a degree would be so much work huh. To be honest i am one big stress ball everything is just so full on you never get a brake, and considering it is nursing there isn't that much room for mistakes. Lets just say i tend to put a lot of pressure on myself and sometimes wonder if i will be able to last the 3 years and come out the other side. We shall see wont we :)

During my stressful times in which a few brake downs occurred ha ha. i did consider other career options I'm a pretty good cook and so i thought chef, caterer. But my friends response was housewife :| But hey i think i would be an amazing housewife so i guess it could be a option only problem there is i would need a husband. so maybe that wont work out ha ha.

I have come to the conclusion i was born in the wrong era. All this equal rights and woman's movement has just made life so much harder for women ha ha. Now we just end up doing double the work. Although if it didn't happen i would probably be complaining about that. Gosh women aye all we do is complain ;)

My toes are really cold at the moment random fact you all really wanted to know. The funny thing is i have slippers on so this doesn't make much sense shouldn't the slippers be making my feet warm. Oh well it shall remain a mystery.

I recently watched a story on the news about the AshleyMadison website and it actually made me laugh the Creator apparently thinks he is saving marriages by allowing people to have affairs. Am i the only one that finds it funny?

Anyway i better go do some study stop distracting me my procrastination is already at abnormally high levels :)
No picture today sorry :(
Catch you peps later xx

The Next Guitar Hero!!!

Wow i just realised i haven't updated this blog in quite a while. I have been so slack I know. What have you all been doing with yourselves???

So Today was my 1st day back to studies after a 3 week holiday and let me tell your after one day i think i am in need of another lot of holidays. Today was so full on i am feeling very overwhelmed, already stressing out. I think it was a lot to take in in one day and the fact that it was a 8am start and 5pm finish i have to say i am very tired.

That brings me to my next point i have been having trouble sleeping for quite a few months now and let me tell you it is not bringing me any favours. So feel free to leave handy tips to help me sleep better in a comment below, I love comments so leave as many as you like :)

The 3 week holiday went rather quickly to start off i celebrated my 19th Birthday a few friends came round and made me dinner which was lovely considering i got called into work and had worked an 8 hour day :| any way dinner was delicious. Then we headed into to town to watch a reggae performance in which a friend of mind was back up singing and for a young band they were bloody good the lead singer had a awesome voice especially for a New Zealander our accents are the nicest ha ha. Any then followed some drinks and dancing and a good night was had by all.

I received a few presents i  particularly liked one that was covered in post-it notes instead of gift wrapped. I love post-it notes they are just so handy and i just thought it was so cool. The other presents were also cool :).

Now I'm going to let you in on a secret of mine i can play the guitar now i may not be very good even after 3 years of lessons but I'm going to claim it anyway. i mean look at this photo i am obviously a natural!

I know what your thinking, Good looks, Plays guitar, obviously incredibly smart. I'm the whole package. Truth be told i have been told by many people i would be a good wife. Although i think this is due to the fact i am a pretty good cook and sometimes enjoy cleaning i know I'm a tad weird.

Anyway i better go try get some sleep otherwise ill really be stressing out!

Catch you peps later
:) xx

The possibilites are endless

So exams are finally over and after working 4 days straight without time in between exams and work i am finally able to relax. the 1st of my friends is back from university and i got to catch up with her today which was great i miss my friends so much and i don't think they realise just how much. Most of them have loads of friends with them at university me on the other hand i don't so i think I'm more aware of the fact they are away and think about it more. But i guess that is just life.

It is funny how during exams while your failing at study and winning at procrastination just how many career options you come up with i discovered some pretty tempting options. Professional parcel sender, Opening my own catering business (Problem with that is you need money) - although i hear Hugh Hefner is single now.. Oh the options. Moneys always holding us back though it seems.

So Friday is D-day. Majority of my friends are going to be away during my birthday but that's just the way the cookie crumbles sometimes. My friend Prue is scheming and I'm sure the 2 of us will have a good time. It would be nice the have all my friends here but i understand that they have school. I received my first card today and $20 Which was cool. Thanks heaps to my Aunty Robyn :)

I was looking at the photos covering one of my walls the other day. and there is this one photo that always makes me laugh everyone in the photo are doing things that remind of exactly what they are like Here it is:

Just ignore me on the end, I'm pretty sure i was drunk.

I have recently become more and more interested in moving to Ireland something about that accent ha ha. plus I'm part Irish (like everyone else ha ha) so it would be like going home.. Right? It becomes even more appealing with all these actors case in point Chris O'Dowd in Bridesmaids. Anyway who knows where i will go. The world is my oyster right.

Anyway that's about it from me for now, Until next time.
Catch y'all later :)

The Calender keeps moving ??

Hey Guys,

Well this probably wont be one of my best updates because i mean the others were just so amazing so its always hard to compete with myself to come up with something better because whats better then me aye... :)
I just have a mental block i guess you could say, nothings coming out and nothings going in. considering i have exams in less then a week and it is study time at the moment things aren't looking too good :S

Everything becomes distracting when you try to study its like being on drugs almost (Of course i wouldn't know cause I'm an angel and have never done drugs) but your hands are like so fascinating and the blank piece of paper in front of you is like the coolest thing you've seen in years. Anyway i think it is obvious that i have done so much study and I'm going to ace all my exams as i am that amazing :)

Don't know why but all of a sudden today i have just felt a bit sad maybe i am stressed over exams, i miss all my friends, or its something else I'm not really aware of, my subconscious playing tricks on me. Women huh... i really need to pee but want to finish this post before i go to the toilet cause other wise i will loose my train of thought. Anyway I'm sure you all wanted to know that piece of information. but come on the things i do for you people. I'm holding my pee in for you now that is commitment!

The goals for the last post well I'm going to say half of them are complete and the others are a work in progress but that's pretty good i reckon. I wish life was easier sometimes... Money was just given to me and i could do what ever i wanted that would be nice, also remind me never to get fat again it takes so much effort and time to try get it off yet putting it on is so easy damn all you skinny people who can eat whatever you want which is pretty much all my friends i really need to find some fun fat friends i may blend in more.

I guess I've been pretty lonely lately studying is so isolating and the lack of friends in the same city as me may have something to add to that. Where are all the amazing guys that are funny tall and good looking that want me! I'm sure i had a massive line of them outside my door a minute ago? Somebody must have stole them away. damn you! But seriously it would be nice for a line to start forming at some point, i ain't getting any younger people in fact my birthday is just round the corner. so a guy that fits the category with a nice bow tied around him would be a nice present thanks :) ha ha flowers would do as well ha ha.

This is a photo of me and my sister before my first ball we were being our usual dorky selves ha ha we got some killer moves! This photo always makes me laugh love my sis so much she is amazing!

So my birthday is in 2 weeks scary stuff time is flying by so far the plan is me and one of my bestest friends are going to be spending the day eating carrot sticks in my living room exciting stuff i know. Jealous your birthday ain't going to be as good i know. If anyone has any other great ideas to add we are open to suggestions. we are already considering going crazy and having dip with the carrot sticks but we are still on the fence about that one its a big decision so we shall see ;)

Well that's about all from me I'm about to burst. now that i have held my pee in for you i feel we are much closer don't you?

Stay tuned for more personal information to come spilling out of my mouth!

Catch ya later Peps
PEACE OUT!
xx
Song to check out inspired title The Calender - Panic At The Disco

Ready to get the hell out of here!

Well what can i say its been a rough week its funny how when shit happens more shit tends to follow God likes to test me i think, people think I'm strong but I'm starting to wonder how much shit can one person handle because surely I'm closing in on my limit and I'm only 18 almost 19, I've still got years and years of living left to go! its about time a get a run of good things start happening to me My birthday is coming up soon so lets hope that at least that day is a good day :)

School has been testing the past 2 weeks and i have doubted whether i Truly have the ability to get past it i have considered giving up but i suppose that wouldn't get me anywhere now would it, so i must push on as i always do. its funny how you think your being more positive and things are looking up and then wham a huge load of shit is dumped on you and your like dammit now i have to start all over again thanks a lot world as if things weren't already hard enough you've got to go and make life more difficult. life aye. it does crazy things.

Something that has made me smile cooking and baking always makes me happy especially when people like my food, anyone ever feels like a home cooked meal or baking i would be more then happy to cook up something for you. also i received my 1st letter from one of my friends in wellington and that still makes me smile i have read it quite a few times i must admit but i like letters and its the only one I've got so sue me! also reading through the amazing book another friend put together for me so much effort was put into it and it is amazing i absolutely love it. But the thing that has most recently made me smile is the new Panic At The Disco Music Video Ready to go i don't know why but i love it might have something to do with the fact that i think the lead singer is a major cutie and might have to fly over to America and stalk him for a while just to get my fix ha ha only joking people I'm not like that.... or am I?

Seriously though if anyone wants to kidnap him and bring him over to New Zealand for me maybe a birthday present that would be pretty cool :P but really guys don't do that because its sort of illegal and i don't want to get you guys in trouble because i know a few of you were considering it since you love me so much aye.
Here is a not so good picture but it will do I'm not searching all day on the Internet.

Okay to be honest i don't particularly like this photo but Owell, lets move on I'm getting bored with this now.

Goals of the week:
1. Sort my shit out! Organise myself.
2. Push on try to stay positive i should really say try become positive ha ha.
3. Join WeightWatchers
4. Buy Panic At The Disco's New CD
5. I think that is enough goals i ain't a magician people!

Well Peps i think that is enough for today i need to start working on all these goals!
Catch ya later
love you all xx

You can tell everybody this is your post

So the world didn't end, pity I'm sure i would have been in the 2% that went up to heaven, I'm pretty much a fallen angel so i  mean of course god would want me back i might have to apologies for being clumsy and falling in the 1st place but what can i say God wants me but so do the people of earth.

So its my brothers 21st birthday today, so that's cool we are having a big family get together this weekend. This has me thinking my birthday is only a month away and i was planning to have a party as the parents were going to be away they know this though haha. I'm not a rebel unfortunately, ( fallen angel people keep up) But i have decided to scrap that idea in fact i don't really want to celebrate my birthday at all. i mean sure ill have a cake with the family or something like that i guess but i just want to forget about it. I not trying to have a pity party or anything just who am i going to celebrate with none of my friends are even going to be here, i don't think i realised how hard it was going to be having no friends close to you. its hard to make new friends when the majority of people on your course are past 30yrs old and have kids they have a life and things they have to do. they are pretty amazing doing a full time degree and raising kids at the same time though (Keryn that's for you :P) So i decided to skip my birthday this year, maybe send myself some flowers just to make it seem like somebody cares ha ha. Okay enough of this sad Anthea Crap.

i am considering not sending parcels as well i mean they make people happy for about 5 mins then it is just forgotten, its not exactly cheap. but i guess if it makes people i care about happy even for 1 second ill probably keep on doing it, i cant help myself.

Today has been a highly unusual day, it is freezing cold inside and warm outside this weirds me out. i don't know why it just does. maybe because I'm a weirdo myself.

My older sister has just gotten a puppy and he is the cutest little fluff ball, you can't help but fall in love with him i am considering stealing him but I'm not very good with plans like that. maybe i could hire some one?

Anyway here is a picture of me making a stupid face holding the puppy. LOVE HIM! Oh and his name is Yogi, Like Yogi Bear you know...

So hopefully ill find a way to kidnap him soon, any ideas would be greatly appreciated :)
Oh and let me know of any cool songs you guys have heard lately old or new, or songs you just think are awesome i love listening to music and hearing new songs that i can fall in love with :)

Catch you fellas later, PEACE OUT! <3

After thought: I totally had a pity party didn't i? dammit I'm really trying not to have them. owell one day ill learn.

Dancing till the world ends

Hey Peps how y'all doing?

Well i hope as there are only 2 days left until Judgement day and the beginning of the end.... (dun dun dun) so according to reports this is happening whether we like it or not. I DON'T LIKE IT!, i am not very happy about this at all. People trying to make money trying to scare people it is just ridiculous! They say ignorance is bliss so i think i might stay ignorant on this one, I've still got a lot of living to do people i cant just let the world end now it ain't guna happen! well at least it better not or ill be having some Strong words with someone.

Speaking of living, One of my good friends Kieran he also writes a blog read it! it is so funny i love it! Thatblogiwright anyway he just found out that he won a prize worth $70,000 i was like Say what? are you serious? and he was it is so freaking exciting here check it out Amazing Prize!!!! so I'm thinking i should take 3 months off and go live with him in a life of luxury. I'm pretty sure he will think that that is an amazing idea :)
The one thing that sucks is when everyone is like grabbing to be best friends with the prize winner that sort of thing just rubs me the wrong way. But owell. He deserves to win though so i hope he makes the most of it, Lucky Bastard :P

Oh and did i mention i sent him a parcel today as well so my parcel looks pretty crappy now ha ha. Thanks to the Rydges for out shinning my cool as parcel. Its almost as bad as America Killing Osama Bin Landin just to out shine the Royal Wedding. Come on people! (Okay i admit the parcel wasn't that cool.)

So that's about all from me today.. Lets hope the world doesn't end anytime soon so i can go visit my friend in his penthouse, What a High rollor!


So a big congratulations to Kieran! And Peace out! xx

Its been a while

Hey Guys,

I know i haven't gotten round to updating my blog in a little while and it's truly been killing you guys because i know how much you love reading it, i mean who wouldn't its pretty darn good ;P I have been so busy though. I've had my 2 essays and an exam as well as a full on week at work worked 9 hours on Saturday and 9 hours on Sunday as well. plus i stand for that hole time so my feet were killing me. Pitty no one wanted to give me a foot massage. I wouldn't have a clue as to why not i mean i have amazing feet :)

Its my 3rd week back a poly tech after 3 weeks Holiday but it feels as though i have been at school for ages and i feel in desperate need of a nice relaxing Holiday. it reminds me of the holiday i went on with one of my good friends to Auckland during the Christmas holidays last year. now I've never been a big fan of Auckland but i thought why not go there since I've never really been there and to be honest i actually really liked it, probably due to the fact we were staying in a nice hotel and i had money to spend on whatever i wanted ha ha. i would love to go again maybe somewhere else this time Tauranga maybe i don't know ha ha anywhere. i can't really go away by myself though so I'm open to anyone who wants to come on holiday with me :) ha ha. i was pretty darn good at convincing my friend to go to Auckland with me i mean like he would have said no anyway I'm a pretty cool person. :P

Man I'm giving myself an ego boost in this post.

I've decided to change things up a bit in my room and take down old photos and update everything so i have brought new frames and filled them with loving photos of me and all my friends i think they look pretty cool and it is sort of a refreshing change of sorts.

Goal of the week: To be more positive, Life always has ups and down, I need to focus on the ups more i reckon. Shit happens (love that saying) (Also LOVE Forest Gump!)

This is me and a few of my friends at drinks having a bit of fun as you can tell they are all pretty cool guys :) the majority are living in wellington now but it was nice to catch up with them while they were here on holiday.

This is a creation me and a french friend of mine made it is a french wedding cake i forgotten what its called my bad ha ha. It was heaps of fun to make but took a lot of time we made everything from scratch, the pastry puffs, the custard inside them, the caramel etc. we thought we didn't do too badly :)

Anyway that's about it on the update oh one more thing my parents have just decided to have a weekend away. and when did they decide to go? on my birthday that's when. shouldn't i be having a weekend away? maybe i should just have a party instead, hmmmmm....

Oh well i best be stepping, gotta go do some work.
see you peps later
PEACE OUT! xx

Half way through essay and half way to a full blown headahce

Hi Everybody, Hi Doctor Nick (a little simpsons humour there)

I'm in serious need of a Doctor, or some drugs would do fine i guess. life is none stop at the moment, well except for the social part that has stopped completely! I've got essays and homework coming out my ears. I've worked 16 hours this weekend and havent had a break, as soon as i get home its straight into more work. and today i think my body is telling me to slow down. My head feels like it is about to exploded its so heavy and ahcing and i am seriously considering cutting my head off solving more then one problem at once. i am about half way through my essay and really i  need to finish it today which is going to be fun with my head like this. Life can be a little shit sometimes. i just want to yell at it and send it to its room.

anyway as you can tell i am now in an irritable mood due to the pulsating fire ball in my head, its like Osama planted a bomb in there just before he died and timed it so it would exploxed right when i needed to use it. by the way i though Osama died ages ago. My bad.

Okay my last bit of bitchy for the day. Now I'm not a full on texter texting none stop all day 20 people at one time that sort of thing, but i like to send the odd text and catch up with friends etc. BUT it pisses me off when people don't text back i mean i understand if your busy and what not but still i always text people back because i hate the feeling i get when people don't text me back. also i am getting a little sick of people who i consider really good friends never contacting me in anyway just to even say hey. i always try my hardest to stay in contact with my friends and ive got lots of shit to do and im bloody exhausted. yet i always find time for my friends. it makes my day when i get a text from a friend or a message or something. I mean if you don't want to be friends with me then just fucking tell me already i will gladly go away! anyway i think thats enough bitching sorry about that but i had to get it off my chest.

Its funny how you type really hard on the key pad when you have a major headache or are angry and i'm both so my key pad is taking a hammering :P

If you want to make it up to me for being a shitty friend and not talking to me feel free to send me flowers i love flowers if anyone sent me flowers they would automatically go into the I FUCKING LOVE YOU! catagory :)

This is one of bestest friends Ben, he is like a brother to me i love him heaps. Ben replys to my messages most of the time haha. He is a goober but so am i.

Funny  thing is me and Ben weren't always friends infact he used to hate me. We would have massive arguements in the middle of math class yelling at eachother from across the room. haha and now i don't know what i would do with out him. LIFE ITS FUNNY.

i have also decided to go back to the old ages and write letters to all my friends it nice getting things in the mail. Well atleast i think so. :) we shall see if i get any replys haha.

Im an amazing person really i dont know why anyone whouldnt reply to me, I'm fucking awesome. i may have a lot of flaws but hey who doesnt. LOVE YOURSELF but not too much or that would just be weird.

I have no idea why i mean im not a huge Lady Gaga fan she is okay but i'm not crazy about her but for some reason i am completely obssessed with her new single Judas, me and my co-worker have been singing that song non stop for the past 2 days and i love the video clip too.
Have a listen: Lady Gaga - Judas

Oh and My one of my BESTEST friends has started a blog aswell have a read its pretty good, Loving it.  http://kelface92.blogspot.com

Thanks for reading peps,
catch ya on the flip side home dog.
PEACE xx

Another essay another post.

Hey Guys, So i am about to embark on another essay 1500 words should be a piece of cake. Well considering i can't recall any work covered in this class over the last 3 months might be a problem, probably should have paid more attention.

Obsession of the week Adele's new CD 21. It is amazing everyone should have a lesson. in fact the song Turning Tables was covered on GLEE! by Gwyneth Paltrow. You know those songs where the lyrics seem to be explaining your life story at that moment. Well this CD is full of them. LOVE IT!

So lets just go ahead and put it out there already. This has been a pretty Crap week. Stress being the key factor as well as inner turmoils. I have now come to accept that i rather F**Ked up mind. It never listens to me. Okay now i just sound like a crazy person who talks to themselves but i haven't gotten to that degree of insanity yet, close but not that far. Who doesn't talk to themselves though really, come on i know you all do it. ADMIT IT! so i feel a little less crazy.

Sanity has begun to creep its way back. But i have a feeling it will not stay long as the prospect of another easy sits over the horizon. Man I'm a poetic person. And i didn't even know it. Did i mention i tend to tell a lot of lame jokes? Well now you know.

A couple of my most bestest Girlfriends came to visit from University a few weeks ago and as amazing as i am i worked an 8 hour day and then cooked a 4 course meal for them. i know I'm a trooper. Lets just say i drank most of the wine. It was indeed a fun night. Love those girls to pieces.

I have become the Queen of procrastination but can you blame me who wants to write an essay especially 2 in close proximity, not to mention i sat an exam yesterday. Have probably gained the equivalent of a small person in weight. lets just say in stressful times lollies are my friends/enemies.

As you can tell from this post which i apologies for being quite bad i have not quite found the light in my rather depressive week, but hey we all have them so don't be hating. (yes i did just say that)
i did write be positive on post it notes and put them in my study room. That's productive is it not?.

Should we get deep? I think although seeing my friends whenever i am able to is amazing and i llove every minute of it, it doesn't get any easier saying goodbye in fact i find it harder. But life is life and we can't change that. make the best out of every situation people!

Things i have learnt this week:
1. It is extremely difficult to read text messages when you have large black cracks covering the screen of your phone thanks to some lovely soul standing on the phone.
2. Thinking before speaking really is a good thing, you don't want to be like me and try explaining something in the middle of a lecture only to say "and shit..."
3. Holding on to the past doesn't do you any favours.
4. Although letting go is hard to do.
5. Loving someone who doesn't love you sucks balls.
6. Eating lollies has done amazing things to my already banging figure.
7. I have learnt way too many things this week.

Heres a little tease of some amazing music! LIKE IT! Adele - Someone like you

I have descovered something i would be good as at. I cook relatively well, like cleaning, love kids (except for the little shits). i would be a great housewife, pitty its not 1950 anymore. owell will have to search (just had a huge metal block on how to spell search) for something else.

Anyway Peps i best be stepping got some home dogs to catch up with and some bitches to sort out, catch ya on the fly. peace out!

May have just started a blog instead of writing an essay

Okay so i'm suppose to be writing an essay yet i find myself starting a blog, i thought why not everyone seems to be doing it. Just so everyone is aware before we get started. Number 1: i am a horrible speller so don't get mad at my mistakes help shape us as people (awwh aint that nice). Number 2: i am horrible at grammar but then again number 1 and 2 go hand in hand don't they. Number 3: i am not accountable for all the lame sometimes boring things i say in this blog i mean you dont have to read it!

Dear Diary.... haha just joking man im funny. i must have broken the ice by now ive blahed on enough. your'll get used to that sometimes i just don't shut up. :)

Where to start, my essay would be good but yet i cant bring myself to look at it. It seems as though you get half way and your mind comes a blank i've been sitting (note i just wrote shitting instead of sitting thank god i noticed and backspaced otherwise that would have been awkward.) here for about a good 2 and half hours and i have written 2 words of which were me fixing spelling errors. Its going to be a long night.

Now i apologies ahead of time for the lack of colour on my blog im not like some people who are extra computer savy and can put pictures all over my page. although i might try. it may take a while though.

This is me striking a killer pose, Hot stuff coming through look out! :) such a style icon i am.


speaking of style anyone watch the royal wedding last night??? it was pretty good except for the whole pray, sing, pray, sing, pray, sing anyway you get the picture. But Kate sure did look amazing in her wedding dress she sure is beautiful.

I do have to send a major shout out to one of my best friends prue she gave me the most AMAZING gifts i have ever gotten i love her to pieces. ill share a little with you all.

Don't be a Drag just be a Queen! (Lady Gaga) Lets be Queens together :)

Hope you didn't find my 1st ever blog post to boring
Thanks for reading
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